Stuck in the status quo

Well, yesterday was a Day of Despair.
I didn't get it. I didn't get the job. I didn't get the job I wanted, had wanted so badly for the last two or three months, had been counting on to save me from the disintegration that is about to take place in my current place of work.
I was amazed to discover how much I had been counting on it. It was devastating to hear that they had gone with someone else. I had done all of this planning in my head about how good it was all going to be, how thankful I was going to be to be gone from here.
And now I'm stuck here, because I've got bills to pay and this need to eat. Which sucks really. So I'm going to have to work on that.
Also it is humid and running has taken on a lot of the same qualities as swimming.